Auder Tolmin
Profile
Basic Information
Name:
Auder Tolmin
Nickname(s):
Tom
Age:
60
Birth Date:
17th Thawing, 8235
Height:
5'2" (157cm)
Gender:
Male
Race:
Wood Elf
Class:
Sniper
Occupation:
Handyman
Guild(s):
Enhancement(s):
Iridus' Favour
Likes
Whittling, gadgetry of all kinds, old familiar things, Koben city, markets, fruit, being appreciated, simple people like labourers, animals when they're far away
Dislikes
Deep water, bullies, being in the spotlight (one fear), hot air types, being useless, hagglers (despite being one himself), dry weather, animals when they're close
Personality
Studious | Helpful | Complaintive | Worry-wart | Pessimistic | Pushover | Surprisingly resilient
Tom is a small person with small ambitions - or so he believes. The kind of life he wants is a quiet and mundane one, because it's safe and secure and gods help him if he has to deal with another iota of stress. He avoids risk, confrontations, standing out and anything with the slightest danger of change like the plague. One would think, then, that his days must be calm and plodding - but alas for him, he is also afflicted with a very exciteable personality and extremely bad luck. He goes through life with a kind of hyperactive pessimism and a mind constantly full of suppressed complaints - which can make him gloomy, whiny and stuffy... or entertainingly dramatic depending on your sense of humour.
As much as he whinges though, he's a helpful friend with a great deal of tolerance for bad behaviour. Because he doesn't think very highly of himself, he is chronically naive and a pretty weak judge of character - i.e. a pushover who tends to extend the benefit of doubt too far and to repay nice gestures disproportionately. He diligently looks after people he considers friends out of eagerness to see them happy, sometimes worrying over them like a mother hen. It's very easy to impose on him; he likes to be useful and busy.
All that said, he is more resilient and resourceful than he lets on - and than he realises of himself. Having rebuilt his life from the bottom multiple times, he's no stranger to 'rock bottom' and pushes through hard times with a dogged perseverance. If really pressed he can show himself to be a quick thinker with a generous (sometimes literal) bag of tricks, but it takes quite a lot of desperation to squeeze that out of him - if there's someone else competent around, he will tend to take the back seat.
History
Born to a typical light-wood elf family, Tom grew up in the safety of a sedate, remote village in balmy Estraude. They were far away enough from any major city that whatever happened in the world outside rarely made waves in their little bubble of forest. Being so rural, village life was very traditional and very physical. There were certain expectations of strength to be considered a valuable villager, and Tom was the opposite of strong - a small, wet bully magnet. His much rougher older sister took it upon herself to man up her wimpy brother - a well-meaning endeavour, but not particularly helpful. The result of their many bone-breaking escapades was not so much a manlier Tom as a Tom with a whole bunch of phobias. Caught between terror and a desire to please his idolised sister, he simply let her happen to him for the most part.
Eventually he got old and tired enough to make her stop, but then he found himself in another rut - he had no particular talent for the things his community valued. Try as he might, he found he was hopeless at the main occupations - too weak to be a builder, to cowardly to be a hunter, and no talent for magic, gardening, animal husbandry or sewing. Sure he could do some whittling and make cute ornaments, but it wasn't useful. Stuck with a menial future and the deepening despair of thinking he'd forever be burden than anything for his family, he worked it up in his mind until it became too much be bear and he fled the village in an emotional state. By chance, found passage to the nearest port town with a group of travellers and boarded the next ship out that he could - a cargo ship headed for Amedra. Maybe in a big city far away where things worked differently and nobody knew him, he could make something of himself.
Having come with very little, he took up various low-paying jobs to cover rent and food - and there were plenty in a city this big. Even a little skill at whittling could earn one some decent pocket change - but it never occurred to him to take it seriously because it wasn't a useful skill. So things remained like this for several years, just working to survive, until he ended up in a job as a factory maintenance grunt and discovered he was good at mechanical things - actually, legitimately good at something. To him it was a breakthrough - he felt he'd finally found his place in life, and the fact that the skill was esoteric enough that he started accumulating savings was the cherry on top. Now he wasn't just Tom the nobody - he could be Tom the mechanic.
It couldn't last forever though. As the small factory - already old and near end of life - began to wind down a few years later, he started picking up side jobs to fix bits and pieces for friends and acquaintances - broken clocks, flakey pumps, whatever they needed. If he didn't know how a thing worked he could learn it, and mostly his customers were happy to let him take his time with the low prices he charged. It was through this that he was introduced to and developed a fascination with guns - at first just fiddling with them, but it didn't take long for him to join a local rifle club and begin using them too. It was like a symbol of power for him, in a way. When the factory inevitably shut down, he followed a group of co-workers into courier jobs with Amedran Post. It paid less but with the irregular hours, it gave him time to develop his backyard mechanic/handyman side job - which really was what he liked doing most. He invested in an apartment in the Old Docks area, closer to the commerce centre of Amedra, with the intention of building on the little happiness he'd found.
Current Story
The attack on Amedra which decimated the Old Docks didn't spare Tom's apartment. Now homeless, he and Gwen mooched at friends' places for several weeks until he ended up living at Ryanna's farm indefinitely. Which was great for a while - he had after all developed a crush on Ryanna by then and her parents were quite happy for his cleaning habits - however with Gwen as an attached dependent and omnipresent third wheel, tensions between her and Ryanna got to his head.
He ran off with Gwen in tow to the Emerald Masquerade, with the intention of staying with his family for a while (thereby separating the two), only he then got into an argument with them and Gwen as well. In a fit of drama, he boarded a ship to Koben after the ball - telling himself he was chasing his dream of seeing Koben city, but really running away from conflict again. He did indeed get the gunsmithy apprenticeship he always wanted - and tried very had not to think about the fact that he was making guns for a military contract. His delusion came to bite him when Miras attacked the city, and he found himself defending his new home against his old home with the death machines he'd so fervently made with his own hands. As soon as it was over, he quit the gunsmithy in confusion at his own desires and went back to odd-jobbing.
It was there that Ryanna, with the help of Gwen and his sister, found him. Touched to be reunited with his old friends, he at last followed them home - just in time to be caught up in the destruction of Cantor and the discovery of underground Telurea. The encounter with golems stirred something in his heart - here was something made, something mechanical in a way, that held life rather than death. It's all still over his head, but as he settles into a normal life again after the rollercoaster of the Therras quest, it's something that plays on his mind.
Additional Info
Really idolises Koben as the centre of all things technological, and still does even in spite of his experiences there. A part of him wants to go back later when he's found his feet again and can think about guns without dread.
Liked guns as a symbol of empowerment for someone like him, but is now afraid of them. He still carries a rifle but can't aim it without his hands shaking.
A sentimental hoarder, partly because he keeps losing his house and belongings. He has a special affection for broken things and collects old duds to fix up.
Somewhat practiced at first aid. His healer mother made sure her two non-healer kids learnt what a layperson could about looking after themselves. Given the number of injuries they each got, it was worth it.
An angry drunk and tends to run his mouth off when his inhibitions go. He has grossly shamed himself in the past by getting drunk and spouting mean petty things to people he had to deal with the next day; after that incident he has tried his utmost to avoid drinking more than one small glass. (He also tried and failed to flip a table. It was very embarrassing.)